There are moments anymore where I am simply not sure of the future. Not that I ever was all that confident in it, just that anymore, I don't know what to believe in...

 
Yet once again, I have to stop, step back, and realize that we choose the paths we take. And, good or bad, you need to be aware of the path you are on.

 
How I understand now the meaning behind nostalgia...

 
MR. PEABODY WAYBACK MACHINE Posting:
Just for archival's sake:
"You are my core."
"I OWE you the basic level of respect that I owed those women at the meeting"
"I Love You"

 
Another day in the life...keep on keepin' on.

 
Let me tell ya, Menopause is actually a typo. I think it is supposed to be men-on-pause, as the poor babies have little to NO IDEA how weird a woman's entire universe becomes when these puppies start raging through her system, and they just have to wait it out...LOL!

I'm going through Round 2 of the Great Hormonal Cataclysm. Started with the dreaded hot flashes ( it was easier when they came in November...), and now we have a new, increased mood swing level! WOO HOO! I can now go from generally just living as we all do to instant tears in .06 seconds! Now, this is bad enough, but throw in the little bonus of this occurring for the most mundane of circumstances, such as an even somewhat unhappy sounding headline from the AP News site (not reading the actual sad article, just the headline, mind you), and you really have the makings of a party!

 
I did it! 24 credit hours, straight 'a's!
Now to just turn SOMETHING into a decent job. I gotta hang in. I gotta believe there is a job waiting for me at the end of the tunnel...I'm getting experience building a network at a Charter School here in town, which will hopefully turn into at least a couple good letters of reccomendation, and even though the job market SUCKS right now, if I can just get one DECENT shot at a job....PLEASE UNIVERSE!!!

I gained SO much weight the last semester, but due to the current shit situation, I'm back to losing a pound (at least) a day. Hopefully, within a couple of months, I will be back to my semi-svelte self. Gotta do it so's I can wear my kick ass Piratess costume for Halloween...I CAN DO THIS....I WILL DO THIS!!!!